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[ Nov 09, 2004 ] |
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I've moved. I am now here.
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[ Nov 04, 2004 ] |
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Natalie Portman is by far the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. That woman just defines class.
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[ Nov 04, 2004 ] |
Me: I swear I am going to make out with a British boy.
Krista: Me too! That should be on our itinerary list for England.
Me: It really should.
Krista: Between the Eye and Big Ben! Go to the Eye, make out with hot boy, and go to Big Ben... unless he's got that in his pants!
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[ Oct 28, 2004 ] |
I have spent the entire day looking at hundreds of journals on diary-x and livejournal, and I've come to the conclusion that there are some really stupid people with really ugly journals who should not have journals at all. There's bad spelling, bad grammar, really horrible layouts, and people with really pointless and stupid things to say. Most of these people seem to be incredibly egotistical and self-absorbed. I then got to thinking, 'Hey, am I that way too?' I don't think so (you can tell me if I'm wrong), but I have had some really pointless and stupid entries. I've spent four years trying to actually keep a journal, trying to be honest with myself, trying to be more interesting than I actually am, trying to turn myself into a fabulous writer. It's clearly not working.
This journal expires in a few days I believe, and I don't think I'll be renewing it.
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[ Oct 28, 2004 ] |
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Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind left me speechless. What a beautiful, amazing film. I'm almost in shock at how good Jim Carrey was.
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[ Oct 27, 2004 ] |
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Nicole Ritchie is seriously the funniest woman on tv. The bitch cracks me up. Someone please give this girl her own show where she will be able to say the insane things that she says. HBO? Bravo? Showcase? I don't want the swearing bleeped out, thanks.
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[ Oct 25, 2004 ] |
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I may feel worthless most of the time, but I do know that I am worth more than $10.30 an hour.
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[ Oct 22, 2004 ] |
I want a t-shirt that says: I'm willing to sleep my way to the top.
That's hot, right? Yeah.
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[ Oct 21, 2004 ] |
Krista: You're not a loser, because I don't hang out with losers.
Me: But I could be a loser disguised as a cool person.
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[ Oct 21, 2004 ] |
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Some of you are really fucked up and need to get your priorities straight, and stop making me feel like my priorities are irresponsible and stupid.
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[ Oct 21, 2004 ] |
"How was the funeral?"
I didn't think people actually asked these types of questions, but today I was proved wrong.
Seriously, what the fuck people?
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[ Oct 20, 2004 ] |
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"Just try to talk yourself out of all this I AM SHIT crap. Remember that every single fucking person goes through that. Even like, Nick Lachey." - Cor
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[ Oct 19, 2004 ] |
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I'm just about ready to quit, to pack it all up, and never look at a photograph again.
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[ Oct 19, 2004 ] |
I really wish I was good looking.
I fucking hate the way I look.
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[ Oct 18, 2004 ] |
It amazes me that you are never too old to find love.
My step-grandfather passed away a few days ago. I'm going to the funeral on Wednesday.
I feel terrible for my grandma. They've only been together for a little less than a year, but she really loved the man. She's in shock, more than anything. She doesn't deserve all this pain. She is seriously the sweetest woman I have ever met.
I hate funerals. I can't control my emotions when I'm at one. I don't even have to know the person that died (and in this case, I don't). I will probably cry.
I am terrified for the day when I am going to have to go through the death of my parents.
All of this talk about death makes me really depressed.
When I die, I want you all to party and get wasted.
I think next week I will take my grandma out for dinner and watch Fear Factor with her. She doesn't deserve to be alone.
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[ Oct 18, 2004 ] |
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I feel like I can't ever write about what's really going on.
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[ Oct 14, 2004 ] |
Today I didn't worry, over-analyze, contemplate, 'what if'. I didn't feel angry, sad, or sorry for myself. Today I decided to shut my brain off from all those things, and just have a really quiet and peaceful day.
Despite my laying around doing nothing for hours this morning, I feel pretty accomplished. I finished off a roll of film that had been sitting in my camera for much too long. I cleaned my room a bit (at the request of my nag of a mother). I haven't showered or shaved or even gotten dressed (it's already 3pm), yet I feel unbelievably sexy. And this apple I'm devouring has never tasted so good.
I wish every day was like today. But I guess it can be, if I only let it.
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[ Oct 13, 2004 ] |
First, Gwen Stefani comes out with this really good song. It's really catchy, really bubblegum pop, a little 80's inspired. I can't stop listening to it.
Then, I watch the video for it just about 10 minutes ago. I haven't seen a video that good in a while. It was nothing short of amazing.
NoDoubtWeb has it for download. You must see it now.
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[ Oct 10, 2004 ] |
10 years ago today, I would have been...
1. 11 years old.
2. sitting alone in my bedroom, listening to my tapes of Mariah Carey.
3. thinking I was so cool wearing my hot white jeans and pink t-shirt (who the fuck let me go out wearing that?).
5 years ago today, I would have been...
1. in grade 11.
2. I have no idea.
3. I clearly didn't do much.
3 years ago today, I would have been...
1. skipping as much class as I could.
2. hating every minute of my last year of highschool.
3. not looking forward to university.
1 year ago today, I...
1. was starting back at school after dropping out of university.
2. was a mess.
3. found my passion in life.
So far this year, I have...
1. cleaned myself up emotionally a little more.
2. felt alone.
3. realized my parents are human too and only want the best for me.
Yesterday, I...
1. went for a run at 6am (so unlike me, I hope it happens again).
2. played old Nintendo games.
3. laughed until I cried (my sides still hurt today).
Today, I...
1. worked.
2. am anticipating Thanksgiving dinner.
3. am going to bed early.
Tomorrow, I...
1. am working again.
2. will be doing as much slacking at work as I possibly can.
3. am hopefully hanging out with Courtney after work.
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[ Oct 08, 2004 ] |
I'm moving out with my friend Bianca by next June. It happened so fast, but in our excitement we worked everything out. She's more than excited. I'm excited too. I get to decorate. We were told by a woman we work with (who claims she's a little psychic) that we would be great roommates. I agree. We're both slobs.
I'm terrified. I was told I should make sure it's what I really want. I don't want to end up stuck at the job I am working at. I have hopes and dreams you know. This could really delay them. I'm not going to be as financially free as I am living at home.
Shut the fuck up. Take a chance (you stupid ho). You'd be living with one of the funniest people you know. Plus, you need change. You've been stuck in the same place for far too long. It's time to try new things. It's time to get out. No more excuses. No more hiding. You're going to have a blast.
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